Colors of Love Essay

They pronounce in recognize nonhing is impossible. Height, weight, distance and of course age is just a damn number. To recognize is a great feeling al iodine to be sack outd is a much greater feeling. only its hard to be hurt, that feeling c be when your hearts gonna burst and while in pain, youre just crying and crying and crying. The first time I saw him, I was starstrucked Wow, hes so t wholly and kinda handsome. Does he sire all talent and is he that shiny enough? If he does, then hes already When my cosmosikinmates and I began to study with him the girls were interchangeable Oh my gosh they started to like him. If only I could, tsk I murmured. At first, I scene that love isnt true because construe then studying and feebleness versa atomic number 18 the things I only do, because my goals be to finish my studies in the surpass university, then to keep a job with a high salary, and to have my own family, as simple(a) as that.We are non really rich just rich alone. My mother is a pervert in fact she belongs to the family of doctors, while my father is an engineer and a president in one of the biggest hotel and gambling casino present in the Philippines. They both met in Europe while having a vacation in Switzerland. My family own a lot of businesses and properties worldwide. But, yet though, I can live without working, I still wanna pursue my dreams on my own. I have an older child and shes eight years older than me, unless we are still very close. She is my best friend and handstor. She has no boyfriend I mean she doesnt have a boyfriend anymore.By the way enough with my life, lets go back to my story. after a while I get to k instantly him and to my surprise he doesnt have any girlfriend. The more we have conversations the more I fall to him. Then one day, he uttered all the characteristics he wished for a girl. Of course I want an honest and loyal in a way that she wont flirt with others, responsible, kind-hearted, loving and sweet cause I want a girl who can take good sustainment of me, gifted, has a great sense of humour, since I adoptt want a boring girl and she should k in a flash how to make me smile and laugh, knows how to cook well, fine and with a killer smile and as well a prayerful one. He utter that while happy. split on His voice is so attractive. The way he smiled make me speechless I mumbled. Then jokingly he asked me.How more or less you what do you want for a guy? I want a guy who loves me a lot, and only me alone, protective and concerned only if non in a way that Ill not be suffocated, I want a guy who allots his time for me, I also wants who loves me not with what I have but with who I am, an honest one that leave not hurt and give me pain, hold up and watertight and ready to stand-up for me, of course I also think rough our proximo, so that, I want a smart, resourceful and an industrious one. The looks and talent should be at that place also but macrocosm taller th an me and a sport minded one is an edge. Whoa You are still young but you think and jut out deeper than me, on the other hand, is it really possible that we can find the one for us that has the attitudes we like? Yes, if idol and the future will be good to us. But God wont give us the things we wanted, but, instead, He bestows us the things we needed. Youre right by the way I have a class to go through to. Just study first, your too young for love.When I got home, I was like an idiot smiling and laughing alone. Until my sister noticed me, she asked Hey, wherefore are you smiling like a freak there? Want to share? Is it about your lovelife? Ye But I want to share my story to you first sanction Do you know that my ex-boyfriends cousin has a friend. Then his friend has a brother that I saw a while ago in one of our stores together with JJ, my ex- boyfriend. He introduced Grey to me and vice versa. Grey is the perfect for an ideal boyfriend. Wow, hes name is like mines its so manly too. So a guy is the cause of your smile right? yeah be you in love? No It has only been five months since we met. Denying is also lying right? So are you lying to me? Ok, fine Ill gonna sleep Ok, Purps good nightThe next day we take again and talked about the girl he likes. You know what shes so kind, even though, we just cognise each other for a short period of time. I think that I like her, but I shouldnt be.Huh? But why? No, neermind Wait are we considered as close friends already? Of course. I think we are more than close, we are best friends. rightfully? Arent we awkward? Of course not We are not doing anything bad naman ah Okay, its my turn now, do you know that theres a guy I like? Whoa Really do you have a love life now? Laughingly I utter Lovelife in an instant, cant I have any slosh first? By the way, aside from his looks, he also dances naturally plus hes smart also Really? If that so, he would be very lucky. He answered in a low impression of voice. Why? Oops, the bell already rang. Okay, catch yah later Tsk. Crap thats it na nga eh Hell gonna tell the reason. BadtripI went home so late because of the plenty requirements my teachers gave plus I have so some(prenominal) things to bring Then my friends went home early and my driver cant fetch me because he has to attend his sons wedding tonight This is an unlucky day. I really dont want to ride in a cab and Im not used to commute alone. As I was waiting for a cab to arrive someone shouted Hey I looked back and said Oh, its you I thought you already went home Yeah, I was walking straight to my apartment but I saw your driver near the church. So I hurriedly go back here to check if you already have gone home.Let me have your things, Im gonna accompany you, so that, I am ensured that you will be safe. I was really so flattered about the things he said and didnt have the chance to answer him back or even thank him. After an time of day of standing there, he finally decided that we should tak e a jeepney. As we sit upon, the people are all staring and were like Seriously? Since I am really tired I just about fall asleep, he hugged me, so that, my head will be supported. An ensuing silence between us two was felt. And as the driver said the destination, I hurriedly thank him and got down the jeep. Take care he shouted. And I replied him with a smile.As I am walking a group of men suddenly grabbed my hair and pointed me with a knife. I tried to scream but they are too strong for me. My things fell off on my hands. I am really scared, there was nothing that I could do, but to cry and cry as they were unbuttoning my blouse, I am really hopeless. But out of the blue, I hear gunshots, and as I open my eyes, all I can see darkness, and a man draining a yellow shirt, but I didnt have the chance to thank him or even see his face.The next thing I know is that it is already morning and Im in a hospital, my things are also there too. The nurses already contacted the number in my I .D. They said that a man named Y.L. brought me there. I am fine and still not touched, although I got some bruises. Purps texted me that she cant flummox because her tribal chief didnt still arrive in the office, she just advised me to call my driver quickly, so that, I can already rest. As we arrived in our house, I quickly sleep, and when I woke up my sister texted me that she cant go home early, because she have to visit her boss in the hospital who had been shell up and has deep stab.The next day, I ignore everyone, as if Im the only one living in this world, and I pay no attention even to my bestfriend. Hey are you okay? What happened why were you absent yesterday? he asked when I was about to ride in the car. Im unforgiving Im really tired. Im not in the mood to talk about anything today. I answered. As Manong Fred is preparing to start the engine, I heard my bestfriend whispered. Is she okay? Is it my fault? I really drip her a lot.It has been weeks since we had our last convo. He texts, calls and even send me cards to know my situation, although I really valuate his efforts, I still avoided him, I just dont know why Im doing this to him, maybe Im just blaming him to what had happened to me. Today, a month before my birthday, Purps told me something. Sis, do you come back my boss? Yeah? Well he was the one who saved you last month from those maniacs. Really, howd you know? He accidentally saw your picture on my phone and told me the story. But why didnt he verbalise up? It is because he had a deep cut and needed an operation quickly, thats why you had phone line stains on your uniform right? Oh. But why is he strolling around our village? He will pick me up because we had a date that night actually until now we are dating. By the way, do you still remember Grey? Kinda? Well, hes Y.Ls brother and hes teaching in your school, in fact hes real name is Derrick Kryp.Those words of Purps made me speechless. I am really strike. WhaWhat did you trans late? Because Grey or Sir Rick is the one I love. Really? Whoa Actually I asked Y.L to bring Grey together with him, for you two to meet each other, but to my surprised Im the one who needs to know my sisters love more. I have nothing to do but to be amazed, cause we are so connected with each other. Red, they also have a little sister named Gelai or Green. Isnt it amazing our names just like them are like colors? Yeah, it is. In any minute theyll be here. And Im not yet ready to face them.Then they arrived, and as we ride the car, no one speaks, as if the quartette of us dont know each other. Rick and I are seemed to be very surprised of what is going on, then an ensuing silence was heard To bring out the mood, Y.L began to speak How are you now Red? Arent you traumatized? Then Rick started to ponder Huh? Whats going on? Are you two knew each other? What traumatized? Yeah, Y.L, Im much better now than last month. By the way, thank you very much. I answered. Then Purps replied to Ri cks question. Y.L was the person who saved my sister from those maniacs who essay to rape her last month. Really? Red, is that the reason why you had avoided me these past weeks? Are you really okay now? Rick asked me, but I didnt answered.When we arrived in the restaurant, Purps reserved as another table. Red, why didnt you tell me about that incident? You know what Im really mad that you arent public lecture to me last month. Im really sorry, I just didnt want to talk about it and maybe Im too scared of what had happened. I really miss you Red, I thought that you are about to forget me, without knowing the reason why. I missed you too Derrick, but remember that I wont forget you, youll always be in my heart. Red, I love you, I love you more than anything else in this world. I even love you more than my life. Those words of him made me wordless, I feel like I has been struck by a lightning, my heart beats so loyal and I feel like I am jumping in the cloud nine, Ive never felt th is feeling before.What? Are you crazy? Im a graduating highschool student who is deep inlove with her teacher, and 15 year-old girl who has a relationship with her educator. What will others say to us? What will be our future? Really, do you also love me? I dont care what will others will say to us, as long as we are both happy of what we are doing and we arent hurting others. Ill just resign being a teacher after you had graduated and work for my brother in our company, is it okay with you? Yeah, as long as we will be together legally. I really love you. He suddenly hugged me and whispered unto my ears the words I love to hear everyday I love you and I will always do.We will be legalized after I graduated dont worry, just wait for a month and you can call me your girl and not your student anymore. Of course, for you Ill do everything.